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artfulforger) wrote2018-05-13 03:55 pm
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Therapy shit 11/5 - Locked to staff and Arthur
What words do I need to hear...
I just need to be told I'm loved and wanted.
No, but seriously I wrote that with a straight face. Well, not really. Not at all. What words do I need to hear? What kind of question is that? I'm not a romance kind of person, and I'm not looking for forgiveness or acceptance from anyone. Arthur and I will continue on and do what we need to do and we aren't afraid to get our hands dirty. Not to mention we're not afraid of much because we know what's out there now. We know how bad it can be. We also know that no matter what happens, we're going to ensure that no one else goes through what we went through in that house.
Wait, there you go. What words do I need to hear?
That Rose Fucking Red is never coming back. That burning it down and cursing those bitches in the house is enough. That we aren't going to go into a dream sometime - which we can't fucking do right now because of Rose Red and the supernatural shit - and find ourselves staring at that house again. That's what I need to hear. I need to hear that no matter what other supernatural things we have to face? That none of them will be Rose Red.
Also that Mal is alive. Tell me that she knew that Dom was out of his mind and that she's somewhere, out there, alive. Tell me that and mean it.
I just need to be told I'm loved and wanted.
No, but seriously I wrote that with a straight face. Well, not really. Not at all. What words do I need to hear? What kind of question is that? I'm not a romance kind of person, and I'm not looking for forgiveness or acceptance from anyone. Arthur and I will continue on and do what we need to do and we aren't afraid to get our hands dirty. Not to mention we're not afraid of much because we know what's out there now. We know how bad it can be. We also know that no matter what happens, we're going to ensure that no one else goes through what we went through in that house.
Wait, there you go. What words do I need to hear?
That Rose Fucking Red is never coming back. That burning it down and cursing those bitches in the house is enough. That we aren't going to go into a dream sometime - which we can't fucking do right now because of Rose Red and the supernatural shit - and find ourselves staring at that house again. That's what I need to hear. I need to hear that no matter what other supernatural things we have to face? That none of them will be Rose Red.